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Welcome to sycatsy's blog. What you are going to read now is not going to be a content filled with a motivational lesson or even an inspirational change of mind. Instead, it will be a buildup of overwhelming surge of emotions you never thought existed in you, the real you. You also understand that when life gives you lemons and you make lemonade out of it, you thought you're doing something good for your soul, but life bites you back with the sour aftertaste of lemonade, which does not help you after all. So, below are my deepest, rawest feelings that hid beneath everything else. Words kill. If you believe actions speak louder than words, then may as well believe that words bleed harder than actions. What do I mean by bleed harder? You will never know, not even your heart will be able to tell you until you're lying alone at your bed or even laughing, having the time of your life and the words start coming into your head like an unwanted guest. Then, the words sta...

Welcome to sycatsy's blog! Now is a new year and looking back at 2017, my life has been filled with bittersweet memories. Like a roller coaster ride, I face ups and downs of what life can offer, a mixture of extreme happiness to gloomy days and honestly, its all worth it. It is yet another memorable year for me. You, who have gone through tough times throughout 2017, I am proud of how far you have come and may a new year changes you to be a better person than before.  Love, in different forms, is a powerful feeling which in any case, one must bear the consequences and responsibility that comes with it. It is what keeps us awake all day long, through the darkest days and silent nights. We crave for love, acceptance and the longing affection from another, that sometimes may resort to desperation, doing whatever it takes to obtain the love we desire. Desperation is deemed as normal in this modern day with people willing to end everything even their lives when they experience unrequi...